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Jul. 21st, 2005 01:25 pmSo last night, I was watching some episodes of Blow Out on Bravo that I had on my DVR. If you're not familiar with the show, it's a reality show about Jonathan Antin who owns Jonathan salons in Beverly Hills and West Hollywood. He's the quintesential LA prick, to put it nicely.
Then I talked to Jackie just before I fell asleep.
The combo resulted in a crazy ass dream. I don't remember all of it, but the basic idea was that Jonathan came and took over Jackie and Nancy's salon, and I worked there and he made all of these crazy ass rules for everybody. Like Jackie and Nancy were living above it and he told them they weren't allowed upstairs for anything before 9PM and he was taking over. I don't remember much else, just thinking he was a dickhead and it wasn't right at all.
This is where I brag about my boyfriend. Chris called this morning and the coversation went something like this:
Chris: I'm not going to see you until late tomorrow night.
Janet: I know. Are you coming over tonight?
Chris: That's exactly why I was calling.
Janet: Ok, see you after work.
We're spending the whole next week together, and he loves me enough that he can't wait to see me tonight.
In the past couple of weeks, especially talking to and emailing back and forth with Danyiel, I've noticed how much I've changed over the years. I used to be so down and pessimistic, but now I'm almost an optimist. I don't know where that happened, but I'm glad it did. Really glad. I finally feel almost at peace or something, and I know that everything I've been through was for a reason. I'm just getting around to finding out what those reasons were.
Then I talked to Jackie just before I fell asleep.
The combo resulted in a crazy ass dream. I don't remember all of it, but the basic idea was that Jonathan came and took over Jackie and Nancy's salon, and I worked there and he made all of these crazy ass rules for everybody. Like Jackie and Nancy were living above it and he told them they weren't allowed upstairs for anything before 9PM and he was taking over. I don't remember much else, just thinking he was a dickhead and it wasn't right at all.
This is where I brag about my boyfriend. Chris called this morning and the coversation went something like this:
Chris: I'm not going to see you until late tomorrow night.
Janet: I know. Are you coming over tonight?
Chris: That's exactly why I was calling.
Janet: Ok, see you after work.
We're spending the whole next week together, and he loves me enough that he can't wait to see me tonight.
In the past couple of weeks, especially talking to and emailing back and forth with Danyiel, I've noticed how much I've changed over the years. I used to be so down and pessimistic, but now I'm almost an optimist. I don't know where that happened, but I'm glad it did. Really glad. I finally feel almost at peace or something, and I know that everything I've been through was for a reason. I'm just getting around to finding out what those reasons were.
